I found out something Like I always do, That "I don't mind" thing That almost always is true. I find I can't control my thought, Or maybe just found it difficult To tear myself away from a thought My brain has attached to like a fault, To share, dissect and solve. To a new sudden flow That wants to intrude on the curve, To be worked on as first in tow. I think my brain gets confused On which to pick first, When thousands clamor for it to choose. And almost always thirst To be first to go under the grinding blocks. My brain literally goes over drive To produce a hale of works, sharp as swords, Smarting my skull, like an attack from a hive. My speech stutters and falls Like I've run out of what to say. On the contrary, I have lots But they come in heavy torrents a million way. Hence, I tend to stammer or go mute When a simple question is asked of me. Like an amnesiac, or growing a sore tooth I weary to talk as its too slow to free, My mind of its heavy, roiling bur...